Jealousy? or afraid of losing?

I am here with another wordy post, I think I've been thinking too much lately and also I think I am growing old even more faster, maybe my brain is shrinking into a pea size and I will have a pea brain LOLLOL

And!! This is also why I applied for a job and I got it!! I will be starting this July, cross fingers hope everything will be smooth. This is my first paying job!

This post is also a part of my previous post, it's the sequel to be specific, because!! I was wondering how? why? and huh? what? and is this true? these days, actually no la cause I have always knew I've this problem, and I just don't know it is link to the previous post, until, I'm not so sure, now, I guess?

I scrolled twitter one day and saw someone tweeted "友情跟爱情一样,都害怕第三者 ( Both friendship and love are scared of the third party). I'm a really jealous person, maybe because of my previous relationship, I don't know, I'm not sure, but I really can't bear people just cuts you off from their life.

I am so amazed how amazingly fast people can just forget about you. Can I learn this magic trick too? Maybe I did something wrong, but you can actually just tell me about it, and WE CAN FIX THIS, yes we can.

But still, I am not trying to make a point that everyone can only have One friend, just trying to say that you can have new friends but you need to love me more LOLLLOLOL(saw this quote in insta).

I just finish reading Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom and this reminds me something that Mitch asked Morrie about. He asked whether he's just being more careful, or just simply more selfish when he told Morrie that he proposed to his wife after she waited for seven years. Not sure whether it 100% relates to this post but it somehow relates right? lol

Maybe I'm selfish? But I think my friends are seriously priceless. lol so yeah, you don't want people to steal your diamonds away right or maybe see your diamonds walk away? hahaha * starts imagining and scared myself -.-* But still, I won't tell you this in front of your face, don't worry. I'm just ranting here. :)

I'm going to Nuffnang Premiere Screening this Wednesday and I'll blog about it when I'm back kay!! Please stay tuned!! Going there after work (this escalated fast HAHAHA)

And!! I'm going to Krabi this July and also New Zealand next year!! We actually planned to go to New Zealand this year but because of my college stuff, those misunderstanding and LIES, We postponed it to next year.

Thank you for reading! I think you won't have to read such wordy post for a few weeks after this haha Cz my brain size will increase LOL? and will have not much time to think, maybe?