I'm suffering inside.

I Just dont get it.
There's a few days to holiday.
Why cant you let me spend my time with everybody happily?
Happened alot of things these days.
I just wanna spend mt time with my friends NORMALLY.
Dont ever give me shocking, scary surprises. TT

Hope that she'll forget what had happened yesterday.
Hope that We'll all be okay.
Hope that everything will be fine.
Hope that my mum won't be so pressure anymore.
Hope that everybody will be okay.
I just wanna have a normal, happy life.
Not THIS.
Pleaseeee. TT <3