Do you think your future depends on a teenager you is kinda ridiculous? It's like you do something wrong when you're a young adult and you will have bad consequences finding you for your WHOLE LIFE ohmy Listen also scared already. So, Growing up is a trap.
BUT!! The beginning of life is at the end of your comfort zone. So, I can just say face it.
I said all these because I am here to tell you about my story haha I hope you don't get bored. If you feel weird and illogical when reading, it is normal haha
I withdraw from my college few days ago. I told my college mates about me leaving on Thursday and Friday (the next day) is my last day in college. They gave me a farewell surprise on Friday and I was so shocked and happy and excited and I feel SOOO LOVEDDDDD. They gave me 2 Parker Pen and some letters as my farewell present and took a lot of photos for me. We all know each other for only 4 months and they feel like family to meeeeeeee.
I chose to leave because I decided to go India for my studies. They convinced me not to go and talked about the obstacles I am going to face. They even surf the net themselves and show me what happened in India, just to let me know I am not suitable going there. I really really really appreciate it from my deep deep heart. Just imagine 10 person around you telling you that they don't want you to leave, they want you to stay with them because they care about you, they'll be worried. OHMY I TEAR-ED HARD.
I did take every information from people, students, the internet, my friends, aunties and uncles into consideration. But I still chose India in the end. I don't know whether I will regret about it one day or not but I hope not.
I tell myself "Do something that your future self won't regret about it." everytime I do something. Because time can't just go back. Life goes on no matter what.
If you're going to sit for an exam, It's just a thought and your result will change. STUDY AND DON'T LET YOURSELF REGRET. If you're going to a competition, PRACTICE AND DON'T LET YOURSELF REGRET. But, the decision about going to which uni, that is going to follow me for my whole life, haunted me for months and finally I made a decision.
I chose to go to India doesn't mean I don't care about my college mates or my needs are more important than them. It's just because I trust that our friendship won't change no matter what.
BUT!! The beginning of life is at the end of your comfort zone. So, I can just say face it.
I said all these because I am here to tell you about my story haha I hope you don't get bored. If you feel weird and illogical when reading, it is normal haha
I withdraw from my college few days ago. I told my college mates about me leaving on Thursday and Friday (the next day) is my last day in college. They gave me a farewell surprise on Friday and I was so shocked and happy and excited and I feel SOOO LOVEDDDDD. They gave me 2 Parker Pen and some letters as my farewell present and took a lot of photos for me. We all know each other for only 4 months and they feel like family to meeeeeeee.
I chose to leave because I decided to go India for my studies. They convinced me not to go and talked about the obstacles I am going to face. They even surf the net themselves and show me what happened in India, just to let me know I am not suitable going there. I really really really appreciate it from my deep deep heart. Just imagine 10 person around you telling you that they don't want you to leave, they want you to stay with them because they care about you, they'll be worried. OHMY I TEAR-ED HARD.
I did take every information from people, students, the internet, my friends, aunties and uncles into consideration. But I still chose India in the end. I don't know whether I will regret about it one day or not but I hope not.
I tell myself "Do something that your future self won't regret about it." everytime I do something. Because time can't just go back. Life goes on no matter what.
If you're going to sit for an exam, It's just a thought and your result will change. STUDY AND DON'T LET YOURSELF REGRET. If you're going to a competition, PRACTICE AND DON'T LET YOURSELF REGRET. But, the decision about going to which uni, that is going to follow me for my whole life, haunted me for months and finally I made a decision.
I chose to go to India doesn't mean I don't care about my college mates or my needs are more important than them. It's just because I trust that our friendship won't change no matter what.
We have internet and can go out yumcha when we want to right?
I need to start all over again. Going to college alone. Need to start my Foundation from semester 1.
No matter what, I really really love you guys much!
If I have another chance to choose, I will still go through all these and end up in TMC college and now going to India.
Photo credits to Kimberly Lum
These are the awesome and caring and loving and best people I met in College. :)
I have never imagine that I will leave this college and leaving all of you.
The main thing that I wanna tell all of you is 如果你不离,我就不弃 It's a promise, and I always keep my promises! :)
If you don't understand why I chose India, It's normal. Because I don't understand too, you're not alone haha
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